In Exile

Jesus' Way of Wisdom

“You are lacking in one thing.
Go, sell what you have, and give to the poor
and you will have treasure in heaven; then come, follow me.” 
(Gospel)

Jesus states that he is the way that leads to life. What is this Jesus-way?

Among other things, it is the way of wisdom, the way of pondering (see the First Reading). The way of Jesus is a way of standing amid all delight, joy, contradiction, ambiguity, division, and complexity with a heart and faith big enough to somehow hold it all.

Part of this can be understood by looking at its opposite. The opposite of the way of wisdom, scripture tells us, the way of holding things, is the way of amazement. Time and time again, the crowds following Jesus are described as being amazed at what he says and does. Always they are chided for it: “don’t be amazed,” Jesus says! Amazement is not what Jesus wants and it is not something that does us good.

Why? Is it not good to be amazed? Yes, amazement can be good, if it is the act of a child where amazement is wonder, agnosis, a stunning of the intellect into silence and a sense of its own limits. It is good, but it is rarely true in adults. For us, normally, amazement is not wonder, but cheerleading, and invariably we end up hating what formerly amazed us. The same persons who were amazed at Jesus and who tried to make him King would, not long afterwards, shout: “Crucify him! Crucify him!” What we are amazed at we will eventually try to crucify, as every celebrity soon learns. Amazement is the opposite of wisdom.

If amazement is bad, and the opposite of wisdom, what is good and what is wisdom?

Here are acts of wisdom: pondering and helplessness. We see an example of these in Jesus’ mother, Mary. She is never amazed. When others are taken by amazement, she goes off and instead silently ponders the situation in her heart.

This is also true of the disciples of Jesus, though only on occasion. Normally, like the crowds, they are amazed and need some prodding. This Jesus tries to provide. One such example happens after Jesus’ exchange with the rich young man.

Jesus asks him to give up everything and follow him, but the young man is unable to do so. He goes away sad. Jesus then turns to his disciples and says: “I tell you that it is harder for a rich person to enter the kingdom of heaven than for a camel to go through the eye of a needle.” How do the disciples react?

They are not amazed. There are no wows, no cheerleading, no congratulating Jesus on how wonderful an act he has performed. No. But they are stunned: “If that is the case, then who can go to heaven?”

Paraphrased that might read: “If that is the case, then we are all in deep trouble!” Jesus’ answer brings them face to face with their own helplessness, their poverty, their limits, and with the searing realization that they do not really have things figured out, as they thought they had. And that paralysis is good since it forces them to wonder, to again take on the helplessness of the child.

When we are amazed, we are not wise, and we cannot make the ends meet. In our amazement, we fall prey to every kind of superficiality, novelty, trick, and one-sided ideology. Amazement is the unrecognized face of fundamentalism, and it is the antithesis of wisdom. It is the way of letting one piece, or person, be the whole.

This way of amazement is everywhere. We look at our sports heroes, our rock stars, and all kinds of other pop celebrities and we say: “wow! Be my King! Be my Queen!” Soon enough we will also say: “Crucify him! Crucify her!”

How does this take place? Well, we discover something (maybe through psychology, theology, liturgy, adult education, feminism, ecology, whatever) and emerge starry-eyed, newly angry at the world, devoid of compassion; in brief, amazed. We begin then to crucify a whole lot of people and things. Small wonder Alexander Pope, the poet, once suggested “a little learning is a dangerous thing.” It too easily leads to the way of amazement.

The way of wisdom is the way of pondering, the way of holding every kind of pain, suffering, delight, and contradiction long enough until it transforms us, gestates compassion within us, and brings us to our knees in a thousand surrenders.

You and I are wise when we walk the way of Jesus. Even when we are so stunned by it all that, in wonder, we ask: “If that is the case, who then can be saved?”

Ron Rolheiser

**From Saint Louis University